From the moment she was born and every day since, she has been my heart and my joy! Now, at 5, she has been taken from me, taken from her home, her stability, her toys, her life by my child, whom I also loved and nurtured and who gave me joy. Now, all I have is pain in my heart and fear of the future of not only my child ( at 32), but my precious grandchild. I am resolved to find a way back for this little jewel. She is smart beyond her years, she is funny and clever and loves to cuddle. For the last year, she has shared my bed, as she feels safe with me. There is no other human on the Earth that I love more. What can I do?! I must do something. If you know what or how I would appreciate knowing. I am lost and broken and devastated beyond words. I write this to you all as therapy and as explanation of my absense and with the hope that someone has something positive to offer. I must get back to my daily posts- again as therapy and because I miss all of you. I just have not had the strength to be creative. My creativity and my brides are what will keep me going and give me purpose to forge ahead every day. Please continue to read- as I will try to get back to reading. Thank you all for your patience, your loyalty and your wonderful feedback!